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| I miss writing on xanga. I've been so busy, this past year, though ,that I haven't had an opportunity to write all the time. I will write more, later, but I just wanted everyone who's still on here at all to know that I am back, and I'll be writing more often. ..those of you who care, lol. I have to go, now, though, so I love you all! | | |
| It's been a loooong time. But I think I'm ready to start blogging, again. There are some things on my mind that need some letting loose, so here I go.
I have a friend. We'll call her Wilma. She's a very sweet girl, but she knows how to draw attention. It's not really the good kind of attention, either. It's worrisome attention. I don't know that she necessarily does this on purpose, but she tells people, including me, things that we don't really know how to handle. So we know how to handle it, but it takes some serious cooperation from Wilma. She knows that she can tell some people things, and they won't tell a soul. I think those people are the people who don't really care. However, the group of friends I'm in care about her sooo much. So while Wilma doesn't really want us to help her (she thinks she can handle things herself, but we all know that's not going to happen) we, her Christian friends, are struggling to help her. All the while, Wilma's been the center of our attention for the past week or so.
Laverne, the name which will be given to another girl, is a very ugly name, I'm sure. Anyway, Laverne told me something about the situation with which we're dealing with about Wilma. I thought that was a hint to pass it on to Wilma. Well, it wasn't, and I didn't find this out until this evening, after I had long since told Wilma what Laverne told me.
uh-oh.
So yea, now Laverne is upset with me. The thing is, I don't know if that's the only thing she's mad at me about, & I have a feeling that it's not.
:-\
So that's that. School starts, soon, that's another topic of stress. I'm really looking forward to it, and all, I'm just really scared of looking forward to it. Everytime I look forward to something this much, it ends up being a little less than fun. So hopefully, I won't get my hopes up too high.
Along with school begins Fiddler on the Roof, dance lessons, theatre class, piano lessons, Show Choir, Chamber Choir, and AP English with --dun dun dun!-- Mrs. Ray, whom I assume will loathe me. Yes, I know that everytime school is mentioned, my schedule of crazy persistance is mentioned, too. But seriously, if I have to drop anything, I'm scared it'll hurt my chances of getting onto Broadway. I know that sounds silly, given the fact that I probably won't make it there, anyway, heh, but it's the only thing I can do, so I'm trying my very best to get it, because I don't want to wind up being a cashier at Save-A-Lot, ewwwww.
Lizzie got this great idea to help me keep my grades up! We're going to take a weekend every month during school, and just do whatever we can to catch up, get ahead, or study for school. It really excites me, because now I'll have someone who's going to help me dedicate myself to schoolwork, while I help her dedicate herself, as well
=)
Lizzie & Hilary have also helped me become more aware of the necessity of my Christianity at this point in time. Well, I mean, I think it's necessary at all times. However, because of Hilary and Lizzie, I've realized just recently how much I need it. So
Thank you, Hilary & Lizzie.
Now, with all that said, I think I'm done for now. Comment if you like, because I certainly would 
♥
Bee Ritt
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| has been treating me well. However, I'm in a stage where I just need a day of sleep. I want so much to go out and have a blast with life, I think, that I never can just deal with the rest I need and stay home. I hate home, ugh. Lol, jk, I don't hate it, but it's so boring. Well, I guess that's what I need right now. A bore with life, so I have have a rest day and then a rejuvinating day after.
There's this guy that I kind of have my eye on, right now. I saw him the other night (well, I see him almost everyday [school]), and he now has my phone number. I'm really hoping that he'll call me up and we can chill or whatev.
Last night I saw Hilary, Lizzie, Hannah, Jess, Wade, and Sam at Jess's birthday party. That was a lot of fun, except every moment felt awkward. Not because of me or anything, but just because there were a few people there who are "talking" or whatever you kids call it these days, and they really didn't "talk" much. Hmmmm...
This morning I woke up with a weird feeling in my calf. It only lasted a few moments, but being half asleep, I thought it was more than what it really was, and I got pretty freaked out.
Hilary and I went to Pullman today, and we saw An American Hauting. I don't recomend it to anyone looking for a good movie. Sure, the suspense works in it, but it's way to repetetive to be a favorite.
A sky blue Crown Victoria is heading my way!! It's huge!, but I'll look so gnarly driving it. However, I think I'll start with actually getting my learners.
I wrapped up and TURNED IN my MG Project. I don't know if it was that good, but it's done, and I never have to worry about what literary period Willa Cather lived in again. Well, I hope not. Watch Mrs. Mac give us a "What did you learn from this assignment that you've stressed over almost the entire school year?" If she does, I'll answer that I learned never to do a Multi-Genre Project again. Good news about that class>>I totally raised my grad to a 95, oh yea!
Millie cast list is supposed to be up Monday. Mann, if I don't make it, I don't know what I'll do with my summer. I have Ichthus in June, and then I'm gonna visit Traci for a few days some time. But other than that, I have a blank schedule, which I hope means spontaneous chillins with friends. But knowing me and my unpopularity, haha, yea, right.
A guy that I was once in very deep like with is now swooshed from my head. I had tried to get over him so many times, but it never worked, because I kept hoping to see him when I went out or something. But then I was told he got a girlfriend, and I depressed over that for a while. A few nights later, I was watching Rent with Hilary and Anna, and it dawned on me that memories are memories, and "it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all," an besides, he and his new gf make a cute couple anyway. I had one more tad cry over the very fond memory that I would never have again, and now I only hope that we can hold comfortable conversations in the future, but nothing more than a good friendship. And that's what I want everyone to know. --I'm done with assumptions, because they end up making my life les miserables.
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| Mm...it's been alright
Thursday was the last day of school, and I ended up staying at home  So nothing blogworthy happened then, except the Maunday Thursday service that evening. It was the first Maunday Thursday with our current pastor, so for the first time, we ate like it was a Passover feast thing, lol. It was fun. Oh and then I had choir practice, because my mom is making me sing a silly solo thing with the choir that I really don't want to do. Because of it, I dont' think I can go to Pasca with Lizzie, Audrey, Hilary, and Joe. : (
I spent the night at Jess's with Hilary and Jess On Friday night, after the Good Friday Service. That was fun. : D
Saturday, I had to leave Jess's early to go babysit. Then I almost went to Jess's afterward, and when my parents said no to that, I almost got to go see She's the Man with Jess and Hilary. Of course, my parents said no to that, too. So Dad told me to weed out all the dandelions in the front yard. I did that, thinking I could work on my tan or something. :<[
The real fun started on Sunday. Happy Easter!! After church, my grandparents came over and we all had this weird brunch dinner thing. Then after theyleft I wanted soo much toget out of the house and go walking, because it was beautiful out and I was getting sick of my parents and I was missing all of my friends. So I called up Lizzie, but she and Audrey has already been walking in the park. So then I called up Hilary, and we went walking in the park. Next we went to Pullman with Shelley, and we saw Benchwarmers. It was good, I liked it. Then we chilled at Pullman some more, and we saw Nathan, Tim, and Gabby. Tim brought it to my attention that I could get a job at Coldstone, since I do, infact, need a job. Sooo, I still need to get my application in, and find out how to write my resume. Lol. Nathan did something not so polite to me. Haha jk, it was kinda funny. Spent the night at Hilary's with Shelley and Hilary.
Monday- More fun! Lol, hung out at Hilary's for a while. Went home, back to Hilary's. We were going to go bowling, but then we just decided to go back to Pullman to see Ice Age 2. (By the way, the 1st one is MUCH better than the second, although the 2nd is good.) After we got our tickets, we had a lot of time to kill, so we went to Empire, and I got a Spanish Cosmo. Then we went to Coldstone, and when I told Amber, Gabe, and David that I might get a job there, David introduced me to the manager, haha. Thank you, David, I love you ; ). Then up to Ice Age, then straight back to Hilary's.
On Tuesday, we tanned, and then back to Pullman to see Scary Movie 4 with Nathan. We had to leave early, though, because we had to be back at Hilary's at 4ish. AHH!! Oh my gosh, I just remembered, lol, Iwas supposed to have my piano lesson yesterday!! Ahh!!! I completely forgot! I mean, Hilary reminded me before we went to Pullman that day, but when we came back, it was wiped from my mind! Wow, I hope Mrs Roush isn't mad. Although, when we were supposed to be having a lesson, Mrs Roush seemed to be happily filling out a passport form thing for Hilary. Soo. whew? Anyway. Then back to my house, where I found little Nick at my door. Then we went down the street and hung out with Austin, Zack, Nick, and Becky. Then we played Spotlight tag. Woowoo! It's been a long time since I've played that.
So now it's Wednesday, and I'm not going to forget to go walking with Lizzie and Audrey this evening at 7 15. Lol. Hopefully I'll find something to do between now and then. ACTUALLY, I know what I'll do. I'll read Death Comes for the Archbishop, because that project's due on Monday for me, and I don't want to fail English. So I'm off to become an overachiever, and bury myself in Willa Cather novels.
Oh and the guy that I like ... well, I'm not going to worry about it now, because I'm having fun with life, and what I don't need is to think about how much that certain guy hates me. So yea, I'm just gonna...
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| So it's Spring Break, and I have some catching up to do. I have no official plans made yet, so that leaves much room for spontaneousness! 
I do, however, have plans to hang out with certain people: HILARY, of course, haha, Britani, Kelsey, Katie, Lizzie, Audrey, and my multi-genre project, which is officially due ...I wanna say April 28. I'll definitely need to work on that. I need to also work very hard on my independent reading project (I'm reading Death Comes for the Archbishop), and that is due next Wednesday. :-\ Most of you know how slow I read .. dun really know what Im' going to do about that.
Oh! I almost forgot to finish my previous story. I'll start from the dashes
--called us to tell us that we were playing our music too loud, and I was tempted to turn it up higher, haha. Ahh well, we turned it down anyway. Then Hilary and I POP danced. No, it's not what it sounds like, trust me, haha. Later we watched Pleasantville, and then went to sleep. Sunday, for me, was .. weird. I dunno, I felt really out of it up until Mammer's. Haha, after church, we went to Brandon's house to drop him off (he's Stu's friend), and then to a rest stop. Haha, a rest stop on the way from church, I know, right? Thenafter a nice nap in the car, I got happy and felt like I was ... together. Mammer's was fun, although Griffin and Molly almost set the house on fire because of their love for Mom, lmao! Sighh, anyway. Back to Hilary's, watch Rent, Youth Group to spend 9 hours planning (really only about 2), and then back to my house. From there, Hilary's to drop her off. From there, home to shower and sleep. Yes, that was my weekend. And now I'm at home, looking for a life, lol.
Well, aftera few homework assignments and a boring blog, I'm going back to my bed, on account of it is very early in the morning, and I'm in the mood for watching Aladdin. If you feel like callin me up about hangin out or whatev, go for it, cause I'll most likely have an open schedule
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